Post by Desdemona on Jun 14, 2007 13:08:17 GMT -5
The old house... destroyed. All of it, and the remains is what she sat in. On one of the high walls of the dungeon, staring down at the many bloodstained rocks of memories...
~The insanity... the births... the deaths, the prisoners, the marriages, the mistakes, all of it! ... Couldn't be taken back. How.. how did I get into this mess? Where was my mind when my body was acting? Jill... even Jill acts smarter than me and she's an insane delinquent! This house... I put all my love and hard work into this house and I end up with pain and anger. Anger towards no one, towards nothing. Hard to comprehend? I'd gladly switch places with you.
Take my long brown hair... Copy my green eyes... Tan my pale skin... and wish me a beggar. That's all I am now. I have given up almost my entire life, and though I enjoy helping Kale raise her children, I can't help feeling just... out of the loop. Who even knows I'm here? No one, that's who. At least, I hope... If someone found me here, all alone? I'd be laughed at... for thinking such silly thoughts of fixing everything...
But, let's look at the larger picture at least... Everyone's happy, right? Amos has his Kale for two months and a girlfriend... Robin happily getting along with Kale and stuck in two marriages. I laugh because it's funny...~ The girl chuckled ~That's all I want. For everyone to be happy and yet... I can't help but feel sad.. I don't know why, and frankly, Kale won't care if I try to vent out to her. She's tired of all my crap anyway... I am as well, too.. but I just can't make it disappear!!~
All these thoughts ran through the woman's head. The wolf girl sitting on the pile of rocks, staring down into the very same cell that she was kept durin gher outbreak.
"And now look... I'm treating this Cheetah boy the same way as I did Keegan..." Des said, bringing her right knee to her chest and resting her forehead on it. "Damnit... Please someone tell me what's right in my life!"
~The insanity... the births... the deaths, the prisoners, the marriages, the mistakes, all of it! ... Couldn't be taken back. How.. how did I get into this mess? Where was my mind when my body was acting? Jill... even Jill acts smarter than me and she's an insane delinquent! This house... I put all my love and hard work into this house and I end up with pain and anger. Anger towards no one, towards nothing. Hard to comprehend? I'd gladly switch places with you.
Take my long brown hair... Copy my green eyes... Tan my pale skin... and wish me a beggar. That's all I am now. I have given up almost my entire life, and though I enjoy helping Kale raise her children, I can't help feeling just... out of the loop. Who even knows I'm here? No one, that's who. At least, I hope... If someone found me here, all alone? I'd be laughed at... for thinking such silly thoughts of fixing everything...
But, let's look at the larger picture at least... Everyone's happy, right? Amos has his Kale for two months and a girlfriend... Robin happily getting along with Kale and stuck in two marriages. I laugh because it's funny...~ The girl chuckled ~That's all I want. For everyone to be happy and yet... I can't help but feel sad.. I don't know why, and frankly, Kale won't care if I try to vent out to her. She's tired of all my crap anyway... I am as well, too.. but I just can't make it disappear!!~
All these thoughts ran through the woman's head. The wolf girl sitting on the pile of rocks, staring down into the very same cell that she was kept durin gher outbreak.
"And now look... I'm treating this Cheetah boy the same way as I did Keegan..." Des said, bringing her right knee to her chest and resting her forehead on it. "Damnit... Please someone tell me what's right in my life!"